Local Uni

I dun understand why secondary can allow like Christian fellowship,persatuan Buddhist.but in local uni,all these are restricted,or more ridiculous,they allow it at Bangi the main campus but noy in UKMKKL..its super duper weird..whats wrong with wearing others clothing than pants and colar t shirt??its just like a secondary school..sometimes im still wondering am i really in a university????oh my god!!!

Life is very pack everysingle day,but i dun really know what have i really done..cos everyday class then eat then study then lots of assignment,super sien group discussions which normally takes ages to coem to a conclusion..

I am born a Malaysian Chinese,I am so involved with AFS which i thot i can really be a peaceful ppl//but sometimes my hub Etnik lecturer,he is just so irritating,like very extreme,trying to brainwash us..i really wanna study the real history of malaysia,not the altered version by the government..

Last weeks had a big fight with my boyfriend,its quite dumb cos its just like before ,during and after his 21st bday..it was really bad..and i was really really sad over it..but times seems to wash off my memories,im not that angry and mad at him anymore..god its really not so easy to stay in a relationship...gotta tolerate,..

midsem is coming,super alot to study which i haven't even start yet.gan cheong a!

Get over it

Today went bangi for the Pesta Konvo,duty in pameran but i use all my time to talk to Beatrice and KK,it was really nice meeting back my old friends,such a familiar feeling...Knowing that Beat oso facing similar problem with me,as she said we are the shining stone that hard to be covered,we'll shine one day..we share quite the same opinion bout all the uni activities and lame thing..how we wish we'll be all in a same campuis,with Beat,me,KK waihan...Even thou kk is the course King he doesn't look as happy..shouldn't he be the most happening person among us??

I got over with my Pesta Tanglung depression,should think positive and i'l get a chance to do it..Thanks Bro!!!

Gotta see Dean tmr,cos class will end at 10 am then go and see her..i really pray hard that she will take me into consideeration,cos my german teacher just email me to get my documents for the scholarships somewhen in the office..such a bitchy thing to turn down the scholarship i can't do!!!!

Midsem is coming,this 2 weeks gotta study hard!!!sumore kc BDAY IS around the corner only..

I am really glad that when im sad i have ppl to turn to,im happy that im fine now!!!!

LIFE SHOCK!!

LAst sunday after gatehring with seniors slept at 3am i still very determined to the audition at our campus.All the way..all this while i have been assuming that im really good in acting,i can really gifted and stuff..the audition ..i admit that i din really kuo chu qu..i din really act fully,but i thot i'll be selected...

THis afternoon i overheard a girl got selected for the acting part..i have no news..so this means quite obvious rite?the reason why im so keen to act is becos the teachers who are teaching they are really professionals,and u c an really learn a lot fr them without paying a single cent and its such a big theatre,big production,over 3000 ppl will be watching..and u get to work with many ppl,all sort of ppl,what a nice activities..will eb very busy but ut really worth it!!and the audition like nobody except all teh freshie will go,kc ask why i dun try it next year,but next year wil be very busy and nobody will be going..very sien one..

Yday i got to know my frens were seleced for our school one and only one chinese society comitte member.I went to the interview and fly my friends aero becos of the interview,butim not selected,i dun see why..i have always been a leader and its really hard for me now to be a follower.see now,if im not a comitte member then i'll only join without giving any comment,their lame activities,or in other word,i'd really like to participate in organinsing an activity..why im not selected?

as for sports,ok im not particularly good or bad,missed the chance to represent my kolej..which minimise my chance in stayin in the school hostel//my mum says stay in hostel will be much better cos save all the transportation time and stuff..but its too late..why should i do?

My coursemates,i dunno,quite hard to explain.yes we are kinda close cos there are only 20 of us.but i dunnola...

i registered in many societies but the activities they offer very lame one,like duty,stay at sick bay and duty..i just dun get the ppl who ae of sameinterest as me and go for the same thing...my coursemate like all dun wanna take part..

Life has been really easy for me all the while.I had an easy life until this point of time in my life..I always get what i want in my life but i dunno why all of a sudden its not like that anymore.Is it true that everyowe has their own peak and low time in life?Or its give and take,when u get a bf and u'll eventually lose something>?>can't be that greedy?

Should i venture out?Was quite sad that im nots o involved with AFS.I dunno why i can;t really click in my afs's frens anymore,the topic the humour is like so different fr mine and i can't rally enjoy the conversation and mix well with them..its really sad and depressing..ppl fr my badge all overseas..m i so weird or what??

what u really want in life?

Life

AHHH>>>I dun like my life now!!!! ist really weird!!!!!!!!!a stage where i have been looking forward for so long and end up i dun like it or im not enjoying at all...hmm..sad case??

wanna be involved in Afs but can't cos too busy ,geographycal problem..dunno la..missed the debate and swimming competition in my hostel..its either now or never.!!!

Turning down NUS

Hmm finally i wrote a email to NUS telling that im not GOING>>>could have much nicer sports facilities,could have the chance to be fashionable,could have the chance to go France for exchange,could have the chance to improve my german..hmm feel really berat hati to send the email..BUt sometimes things gotta be done,decision gotta be done..

LIFE DOESN'T NEED TO BE PERFECT TO BE WONDERFUL.

Even though sometimes i'll still think is it this that i really want?I want to go thru all these IO orientation,called the eldest?studying all bones and muscles??or a more adult uni liek in NUS??

see my god why am i complaining??nope nope//

Physiotherapy

Hmm what should i start with my first post?everything has been new to me..im stepping to another stage in my life.im a uni student now hey!!!and in UKM,how proud to bein UKM???

Was quite sick today,mum came to hostel and visit me + homecook food,i told her no need but she insist wanna see her daughter..how touched,cos cheras and titiwangsa is quite a distance oso la..here is when i think,hey studying here is not that bad at all..even though now i still can'y breathe thru both of my nostrils.

And what is new to me,i have a boyfriend now.haha..and he is Mr Soo Kar Chien,a guy fr my primary,(same class but like strangers last time cos u know that time were too shy..)I really dun understand why ppl here,especially seniors are so curious about if u have a boyfriend or gf or not..and they ask alot about it..its funny rite..haha dun worry mR SOO i feel very proud everytime describing u to them!!and i got a bouquet of flower fr him becos he think im angry cos he can't entertain me during his work time..hmm..so lou!now i have a big bouquet of flowers lying on my bed,decorating my hostel room,even though i still can't breathe normally..

Uni is diff fr what i have expected,i was expecting it to be more independent but its not..prob its malaysian uni culture,everything is just so pampered..we are taken care of everything..hmm what i really want in life?sometimes i complains alot about this and that in my life but indeed i made the choice myself!what is there so much to complain??should i opt for a uni thatis in spore,top ranking,competitive,a real uni with campus,enable me to do french and further my german,got financial aids,///or should i stay in malaysia and be a xing fu xiao nu ren???hmm..sometimes i'll really thought bout it..but..time really flies//after 4 weeks of semester,i still dunno much,like i involved in those coco more than studies..how could that be??

Went to HUKM today for observation,saw many babys,old folks..seeing them really makes me feel like i should appreciate my life and what i ahve not only complaining,its not easy to be able to life ur hand normally,to eat and to feel comfortable all the time..we shouldn't take it for granted..

I start to like my course,its not"bloody",and yet i can see myself helping alot of ppl..(in the future)or at least it makes me appreciate my life more..really pity seeing patients in hospitals..haha..afteralll is it a rite choice to choose to work here?seeing sad faces all the time/??if its not me,who else???such noble job ..haha